Though even in that world I find moments where I can make people smile. There is this one incredible conductor who comes into town at least once yearly for Messiah. He's wonderful, he inspires me. He does this thing where he makes a total fool of himself (court jester type fool and I love it) by playing Handel himself for a performance. Trust me you have never seen such amazing conducting as when a man can keep an orchestra going with wine in one hand and a turkey leg in the other. Anyhow... Maestro also makes me laugh enough to earn me a bad reputation in the chorus. He's such a joy to be around and even for a man, he is beautiful!
Monday, December 28, 2009
Sense of Humor! Definitely Beautiful!
Though even in that world I find moments where I can make people smile. There is this one incredible conductor who comes into town at least once yearly for Messiah. He's wonderful, he inspires me. He does this thing where he makes a total fool of himself (court jester type fool and I love it) by playing Handel himself for a performance. Trust me you have never seen such amazing conducting as when a man can keep an orchestra going with wine in one hand and a turkey leg in the other. Anyhow... Maestro also makes me laugh enough to earn me a bad reputation in the chorus. He's such a joy to be around and even for a man, he is beautiful!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Came across this on a friend's blog...
http://still-waking-up.blogspot.com/2008/02/let-it-go-to-her-head.html
May every girl let it go to her head!
Monday, December 22, 2008
Bald is Beautiful... it's not cliche!
So I've been meaning to blog about this forever. It was the first real photo project within my beauty project. I got the CD of photos from the photographer (or more her former boss) so now I'm blogging it! All the photos in this are untouched except the first one (the backdrop was wrinkly). After all, this is about True Beauty, not photo shop beauty! All photos were taken by Erin Bareham, the before photos were in a studio, the after photos were taken in and around Banff.
The 3rd (official) and more selfless reason for shaving my head was to raise money for the Terry Fox Foundation. You see, it was the first ever National Shave Your Head at Work Day. Held September 14, 2007 (yes this blog is VERY overdue!). Cancer is pretty personal for me. Both my Grandfathers had Kidney cancer, my Mom had Breast cancer and I had 4 tumors removed from my ankle. I want this to be the disease that is hard to explain to our children. Let me explain that. When I was a child, I learned that Roosevelt had Polio. My Dad tried really hard to explain it and how we can't get it now from vaccinations but it never really meant anything to me because I never met anyone with Polio. I did later in life meet a girl from India who had it as a child and the whole thing hit close to home. But really when my children ask what Cancer was I want to be able to tell them it's something that won't really have that big of an effect on them.
The actual head shave was fun. It didn't bug me much, after all hair grows (literally) like a weed out of your head. My friend Paul came along and tried to get photos of it... however the lighting was terrible so they didn't turn out too well. They divided my hair into 4 sections, braided them (for donation purposes), hacked off the braids, and then shaved it all off. I giggled the whole time (those razors tickle!) and a couple ladies watching were crying! I thought it silly but I guess that shows you just how emotional hair is for us women.
I think the harder part of this whole thing has been as my hair has grown in. It grows in funny (and if you don't cut it starts to look like a mullet... Cut the tail!!!!), and I have a hard time styling short hair. Frankly long hair is easy, wash it and if its in the way tie it back, no styling really involved! I must also admit its hard not to have gorgeous hair to hide behind. I had a lot of fun with the bald head. People like to rub it and its easy to care for. But I do know now, that pretty much no matter what happens to my appearance, I will always be incredibly beautiful. I'm also starting to learn that beauty truly comes from inside.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Peace
Friday, September 19, 2008
I haven't abandoned this project...
Some days I think I don't blog because I doubt I have beauty at all. I know that isn't true. All women do. All human's do really. Let me explain. I've always thought nature beautiful. Even the distructive ugly parts (like one animal eating another). So I believe all humans should be beautiful... but how are humans part of nature? Well that is the biggest disconnect nowadays it seems. You see, I think humans are just animals. I remember hearing the head of Restoring Eden (an environmental group in the US) Peter Illyn talking. He is an amazing speaker. I remember hearing him talking about many things, but he was talking about some boys at the zoo. One of them said to the other "Dude, look at the animals!" Peter piped in, "Dude, you ARE animals." I just LOVED that picture. Anyhow. I believe I'm part of nature. As much as I don't feel like it (and live in a city that is a palace of concrete), I am there. To me, all nature is beautiful, so I must be too, even if I don't see it. Wow what a tangent.
I've also had a lot of conversations with people that maybe I should write about... For example a friend recently who is a wonderful single dad raising to gorgeous young girls... some of his comments had me thinking, and I might interview him for this. I guess I need to dedicate more time to this! Maybe in doing so I'll learn to love myself for the beauty that is seen on the outside and seen in my heart.
"Learning to love onself is the begining of a lifelong romance." -Oscar Wilde
Definition
First of course Wikipedia:
Beauty
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For beauty as a characteristic of a person's appearance, see Physical attractiveness. For other uses, see Beauty (disambiguation).
Beauty is a dominant theme in western art, as evidenced in Nymph with morning glory flowers by Jules Joseph Lefebvre.
Beauty is a characteristic of a person, place, object or idea that provides a perceptual experience of pleasure, meaning or satisfaction. Beauty is studied as part of aesthetics, sociology, social psychology and culture. As a cultural creation, beauty has been extremely commercialized. An "ideal beauty" is a person who is admired, or possesses features widely attributed to beauty in a particular culture. A number of historical individuals have become icons of beauty, including Cleopatra VII, Helen of Troy, and Marilyn Monroe.
The subjective experience of "beauty" often involves the interpretation of some entity as being in balance and harmony with nature, which may lead to feelings of attraction and emotional well-being. "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" is a common phrase that expresses this concept.[1] In its most profound sense, beauty may engender a salient experience of positive reflection about the meaning of one's own existence. An "object of beauty" is anything that reveals or resonates with personal meaning.
The classical Greek adjective beautiful was καλλός. The Koine Greek word for beautiful was "ὡραῖος",[2] an adjective etymologically coming from the word "ὥρα" meaning hour. In Koine Greek, beauty was thus associated with "being of one's hour". A ripe fruit (of its time) was considered beautiful, whereas a young woman trying to appear older or an older woman trying to appear younger would not be considered beautiful. ὡραῖος in Attic Greek had many meanings, including youthful and ripe old age.[3]
For the full page click: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beauty
I also checked Dictionary.com:
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beau·ty
/ˈbyuti/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[byoo-tee] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun, plural -ties.
1. the quality present in a thing or person that gives intense pleasure or deep satisfaction to the mind, whether arising from sensory manifestations (as shape, color, sound, etc.), a meaningful design or pattern, or something else (as a personality in which high spiritual qualities are manifest).
2. a beautiful person, esp. a woman.
3. a beautiful thing, as a work of art or a building.
4. Often, beauties. something that is beautiful in nature or in some natural or artificial environment.
5. an individually pleasing or beautiful quality; grace; charm: a vivid blue area that is the one real beauty of the painting.
6. Informal. a particular advantage: One of the beauties of this medicine is the freedom from aftereffects.
7. (usually used ironically) something extraordinary: My sunburn was a real beauty.
8. something excellent of its kind: My old car was a beauty.
—Synonyms 1. loveliness, pulchritude, comeliness, fairness, attractiveness. 2. belle.
—Antonyms 1. ugliness.
Again, full page as well as pronunciation (for those who might be new to English): http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/beauty
I remember watching a facinating documentary called "The Human Face" on BBC. I would really like to see it again. I might try ordering it. Something that really stuck out to me was the whole "facial mask" thing. Some scientists had come up with a mathmatical formula (sort of) to determine if a person was pretty. It created this shape called that they would place over a photo to see if a person was pretty. It seems so strange to me. But I guess that we as humans are that predictable.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Coming Soon
Soon I will start posting pictures, revelations and reflections on my own beauty. The goal is not vanity. Simply to discover the beauty that I know lies within myself.
This is a video that inspires me on youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SaoW-qh3cos
I think the words at the end mean dare and change. I'm not sure.